Im sick...but I dont know what it is...in order for me to find out...i need money...but have none. Im scared because the illness is neurological and every waking moment of my day i feel like im on drugs...without the happy feeling.I love God with all of my heart, but sometimes even to love is very difficult...when youre the only one who can see that youre withering away and no one cares. God help me im dying...all i want is good health...i want to try and fight for you so hard...but i cant get out of bed sometimes :( Make me healthy so i can join the fight like a good soldier...Oh God i feel like i cant even marry becasue im scared to death that i will die on her...oh jesus jesus jesus...send an angel...because no one cares...not even my family...but i know you do...
knwing with great love and great achivemnts requries great risk , rech out to ur family ur loved one be honest , even if it means being vonrable , u need to beg for help u need to go out there and help ur self , i no its hard , i no how it feels , but please for me , for u .. get upp and try take that chance "I know God will not give me more than i can handle i just wish he didn't trust me so much." - Mother Teresa 1910 - 1997